Hazy

I watch you sleep,
Your breaths shallow and deep,
And you don't know it yet,
That my mind swirls with instant regrets.

I can't bear to see you go,
For you will, eventually, I know,
And if I were to fall and bleed,
Only you would know how to fix me.

If I were to be lost with doubt,
Only you could seek me out,
And fix these broken parts,
And seam my breaking heart.

Without you things seem in a haze,
And some say it is merely a phase,
But if I were to forget whom I was,
Only you could find a cause.

A reason to be here today,
A permanent reason to stay.

And as the hungry fire consumes us all,
I press myself against this wall,
And know that if I were to break,
The pieces of my heart I'd let you take.

Its all I can hear,
All I can bear,
This mind that only ponders,
only wanders.

If I were to forget my place,
Seal myself inside a case,
I would want you to save me,
Because without you, things are hazy.